Saturday, September 29, 2012

Cycle Day One

Today is the first day of our 20th cycle trying to have another baby. It will be our first cycle taking Clomid.

Time moves strangely so that it feels like decades have been lost in pursuit. The fact that nothing changes, however, gives the sense of stopped time, of no time at all, everyone frozen in a position of stress.

Sometimes I am very much alone on a barren world.